Four walls, grocery store, park it’s all I see now. Nothing new comes to mind. Nothing new happens. I try to keep up with the news, with my ‘schedule’, with new conspiracy theories, which just makes my blood boil. It’s hard, and it hurts, and I’m tired. Every day is a shot in the dark, […]

Grabbing the last straw to write is not the best idea. However, I got to do what I got to do. All I can see everywhere now is THE virus, the numbers, and all other information surrounding it. Since I am very sensitive, I can’t just leave this without a voice. What happened actually in […]

We listen to the radio while driving our car, listen to music from our phones through our new earphones, blast the music at the party. It never comes to our mind how music history may affect what we hear now. Sure, it may be the little parts. The past profoundly affects the future because it […]

Ever since I was a little girl, I loved music. Years passed and I sure hoped to dedicate my life to music. Years passed and I did everything to reach my goal. Music school, conservatory, university studies. Frankly, I felt not in my place. I was just a number. Years passed and all the life […]

Since I can’t talk about others from any perspective possible my posts heavily reflect on me. Huh… I have a hope though that people skimming around it finds something to fit for them. One evening I caught myself in a vicious circle of stress: midterms, homework’s, practice. Everything occurred like a tornado in the central […]